Out of High School

...I'm probably going to discontinue this blog. I'm used to keeping whatever angst I have inside anyway. Started using a tumblr, but I don't talk about my private life on it save for a few things. Anyway.. Sorta finished angsting here. I'll just keep it all to myself now.

It's a Bitch of Living

^In reference to Spring Awakening, which I have yet to see and hope to see. Yup.

Nothing to do in study hall and I find myself blogging; how sad is that? Then again, I don't really have much to say that I could torture you guys with this time, so I think right now I'm just saying hi. ._. *wave* HIIII.

*sigh.. SOL.

Just... Stuff.

In Study Hall completely avoiding studying. Yup. Productive right? I just feel the need on commenting on a few things right now:

Boyfriend! :D (That's all I'll say about that.) *squee I miss him, but oh well. =3

College: I'm heading to LAVC. While this wasn't my ideal course of action, at least I'm spending two more years in the valley. One of my brothers is heading to the East Coast for his education, and the other might be in state.. Knowing that, I dread graduation more because we won't be able to spend as much time together. *SADFAEC.

Madame Bovary: I hate this book with a passion.

Blogging: I'm so much more articulate online. How sad. Maybe it's just because I find joy in complaining about this school.. and everything else in general.

Yu Yu Hakusho: Been obsessed with it in the lately days. Maybe cause it's one of the few animes with decent dubbing. Others include Cowboy Bebop, Trigun, and Samurai Champloo (The short animes).

Bowling: I can't bowl for crap.

Study Hall

...is never actually used for studying. =]

...

You're right, I didn't belong.

You're right that I'm a disgrace, a loser, and a complete piece of crap.

You're right to tell me it was hard to love me.

You're right about everything.

Just disappear Danielle, disappear.

Rejected.. Whoop-de-friggin-do..

...Been rejected by UCLA and UCSD..

I felt a sort of sting of pain in my chest at the first reject (LA), and then a punch in the gut feeling at the second (SD). Ahaha.. I kinda feel like crap, but I think it's more the feeling of pointlessness that kills me a lot.

Now my parents are trying to tell me that CSUN's okay, but I really don't wanna go there just cause and I feel like I'm gonna fail miserably if I go to UCI or UCR. *sigh..

Major fail Danielle. Major, major, MAJOR fail.

Drop dead..

If only things were that easy.