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You're right, I didn't belong.

You're right that I'm a disgrace, a loser, and a complete piece of crap.

You're right to tell me it was hard to love me.

You're right about everything.

Just disappear Danielle, disappear.

Rejected.. Whoop-de-friggin-do..

...Been rejected by UCLA and UCSD..

I felt a sort of sting of pain in my chest at the first reject (LA), and then a punch in the gut feeling at the second (SD). Ahaha.. I kinda feel like crap, but I think it's more the feeling of pointlessness that kills me a lot.

Now my parents are trying to tell me that CSUN's okay, but I really don't wanna go there just cause and I feel like I'm gonna fail miserably if I go to UCI or UCR. *sigh..

Major fail Danielle. Major, major, MAJOR fail.

Drop dead..

If only things were that easy.

Simple words..

..so hard to say.

What's worse...

Admitting that you're breaking or hiding it with a smile?

Can't...